Cutieee!!

He's so cute! If he's my son is great(day dreaming). Haha~

This afternoon I'm going to KK until 2th Jan.

I told my friends don't miss me too much.

And YOU too! XD

Merry Christmas =D

My rabbit hairband! XD

I bought it such as a long time.

Just didn't have suitable time for wear it.

Today I wore. Haha.

I love it!!

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I need to sleep earlier cause tomorrow morning I'm going to church.

Goodnight.

Stomach ache

Stomach ache said hi to me yesterday.
I woke at 3am because of it.
Let me tired now. =(
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Tonight,Chirstmas eve!
I decided to go church for night.
And after that??
Hope that my dad allow me out. XD

Tired Tired Tired.

I slept at 3am and woke at 10am.

Dont know why now (10pm) already tired.

Maybe,I really need to rest finely.

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Today my time used to play facebook and watch movie.

Quite bored day.

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Tomorrow I'll go Sandakan for 2 nights.

Cause I really bored with Tawau. = =

After Christmas I'll go KK till 2th.

Go there for countdown! keke~

I'm nervous about my backbone.

It's easily backache now.

Hope can go treatment swiftly and swiftly.

20/12 Baptism Day.

Yeah~
Today's Baptism day.
I wore white shirt and dark grey skirt (need formal) today.
When I wore it, keep laughing.
Well, not just me laugh with it.
Cause it's really funny. keke~
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See, I'm serious with it!
But I really nervous at that time!
Haha XD
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Guys, love you all! =3

Nothing Special

Nothing special and nothing happened on today.
I'm just tired,maybe I'm still not yet rest fully.
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Hmm...
Today?
Wholeday stay at home play facebook and watch drama.
What a bored and meaningless day.
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Tomorrow noon I'm going to watch movie.
And plan facial after movie. ^^

Sleeping Barbie~~~

Huh~~~
Yesterday night too tired..
I swiftly slept during sms with my friend & someone special for me.
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Today,maybe I'll stay at home wholeday.
Because it's time to rest now.
If not, I'll become older.
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Well, my skin had became darker.
My tummy had became bigger.
It's time to facial and gym.

Tired~~~

I'm just back from camping.
So tired.
Cause today different.
We went to town for treasure hunt.
Mobile phone,pocket money,there's not allowed us to bring.
So we just can bring water = =
We went to fajar and sabindo many times,cause mission destination let us run here run there.
We're the winner in treasure hunt!!! XD
Maybe, I'd became more slim..!!
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Good night. =3

I want slim slim slim~~

I went to TGC afternoon.
I also had 20mins,but just lost 0.2kg. T_T
Maybe my dream weight still have a long time again.
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Start from tomorrow, I have to join church camping for 3 days 2 nights.
Hope can learn a lot from it. XD
But that's a trouble there, I need hot water for bath!!
Worry about that. >_<
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Maybe, I really can't definitely walked away.
But I'm trying to.
Yeah. I LOVE YOU.

Tired...

"THE WORST FEELING IS NOT BEING ALONE.

IT'S BEING FORGOTTEN BY SOMEONE COULD NOT FORGET."

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By the way, I'm just back from dinner.

Quite tired.

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Afternoon I had bone treatment cause my backbone always pain.

I'm definitely enjoyed it. Still relaxing XD

End of this month I have to go KK for bone treatment also,but it's electrotherapy.

Excited. Cause I didn't try it before ^^

TAYLOR !!!!!

I'd definitely love her straight hair~
She's grabbing some candy and ice-creams at Baskin Robins! HahaXD

She has stature and slim!! So perfect~~~~ I love I love~~~~~

ROFFLLLLLLL~~~~~ I did!

I did it!

I went go TGC for gym just now.

Although just 20mins I gym,I had lost my 0.7kg!!

I'm so surprised with the result ^^

Before 59.7kg - After 59.0kg !!!

I want slim till the ordinary me,53kg =)

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I'm going to sleep earlier today.

Cause maybe no one can acc me chat till midnight = =

Good night everyone XD

Sleeping barbie.. XD

Well,
I was sleep early these few days.
Cause Im too tired = =
Yesterday I swiftly slept when I watching tv = =
Insane's went to had his travel for 3 weeks.
Wish him will become fatter! Haha~~
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Sleeping barbie was fat!

Decided to have gym later.

I want slim slim slim!!

**PS: There's a ORANGE juice there. XD

Nightmare~

It was a nightmare about..
I had brain cancer.
If have operation, the success percentage were only 8%
And I told my all friend.
No one have response with it. >_<

When I woke,my eyes were full of tears. = =

That's the most worst nightmare I had.

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Yesterday night I went to church,after that go yumcha with my dear ney~

As usual I had ORANGE juice =]

When I reach home, my dad thought that I lying him.

Then I immediately go back room and sleep. ><

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I'll become slimmer in these few days. Because I didn't felt my stomach is hungry. So. Im not dinosaur!!

ORANGE juice. XD

I slept at 4am and wake at 9am.

I decided to sleep longer,but I need to go church = =

This is the first day I clip up my hair step out my house~ Haha

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Whole afternoon just lying on bed rest~

I'm curious about my stomach now.

I wont hungry like before thats me.

But it's good,will become slimmer XDD~~

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Night, I go yum cha with insane.

I just had ORANGE juice.

Cause I'm full = =

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When I reach home,

May told me that the one I admire last night was beside table with them..

ArgghhH~~~~

Jealous~~~~

I regret for it. T_T

You're so far.

It's 2am now.

Arghh~ Can't fall asleep.
Cause I slept about 4 hours just now ==

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What I'm doing now? Chatting with insane~~

He's bullying me! T_T

Im not fat pig. Fat barbie is more suitable for me!! XDDDD

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I'm trying to walk away.

I don't want to get hurt anymore.

Maybe,I should give myself a chance too...

Can't get the answer.

You're so far from me.

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WOW! I found it!

What a nice dress it was!!

I've decided wear dress type of this or rose pattern when wedding! XDDDD

You're Not Sorry (by Taylor Swift)

[Verse 1]
All This Time I Was Wasting Hoping You Would Come Around.
I've Been Giving Out Chances Every Time and All You Do Is Let Me Down.
And It's Taken Me This Long Baby, But I Figured You Out.
And Your Thinking We'll Be Fine Again But Not This Time Around.

[Chorus]
You Don't Have to Call, Anymore.
I Won't Pick Up The Phone. This Is The Last Straw.
Don't Wanna Hurt Anymore.
And You Can Tell Me That Your Sorry But I Don't Believe You Baby Like I Did Before.
Your Not Sorry.

Oh, no. no..

[Verse 2]
Your Looking So Innocent.
I Might Believe You If I Didn't Know.
Could Of Loved You All My Life If You Hadn't Left Me Waiting In The Cold.
And You Got Your Share Of Secrets And I'm Tired Of Being Last to Know.
And Now Your Asking Me To Listen,
Cuz It's Worked Each Time Before.

[Chorus Again]
But You Don't Have to Call, Anymore.
I Won't Pick Up The Phone. This Is The Last Straw.
Don't Wanna Hurt Anymore.
And You Can Tell Me That Your Sorry But I Don't Believe You Baby Like I Did Before.
Your Not Sorry.

Oh, no. no..

[Verse 3/Bridge]
You Had Me Crawling For You Hunni And It Never Would Of Gone Away, No.
You Used To Shine So Bright But I Watched All Of It Fade.

[Chorus Repeat]
So You Don't Have to Call Anymore.
I Won't Pick Up The Phone. This Is The Last Straw.
There's Nothing Left To Beg For.
And You Can Tell Me That Your Sorry But I Don't Believe You Baby Like I Did Before.
Your Not Sorry.
No, No, Oh.
Your Not Sorry.
No, No, Oh..

T_T

Hey you guys~

I'm still full now. Seems that my digestive system something wrong. = =

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Just now had steamboat with two guys,

One called "Insane"

Another called "Self-loving"

What a great name I named them! Haha~

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Last...

I'm not dinosaur..T_T

KANAGA YU HAW!!!!

KANAGA YU HAW!!!!

You INSANE & FAT!!

Now you're fat than me,

So,maybe tomorrow my tummy will suddenly lost..!

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Yea Yea Yea

I'm the SLEEPING BARBIE!

Yesterday really slept = =

Fatigued.

Felt fatigued & suffer with my life.
It's meaningless.
I need fresh,strange!!
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I'm bored in my house these few days,
nothing can do.
I want go gym,but no partner & my mom lazy fetch me go>_<
My tummy is quite big now! It's time to stop my irregular meal.

**Get cold because ate durian. =( hate durian now!

Nothing Special..

These two days,nothing special happen on me.
Insomnia were disturb me these few days!!
Because of my mind? I don't think so.
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12 days more left.
How should I do in these 12 days?
I just afraid lost the chance.
And I need to give a chance myself too. (I think.)
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That's all.

Insane YuHaw !

Today I wake early in the morning,

Cause I can't sleep longer as well.

After I wake,chit chat with YuHaw.

He's insane.. Haha~

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9pm I went to church.

It was late & full of people = =

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I had my lunch in Farfalle.

Unfortunately!!!!

My cheesecake was out of order!!!!!

ArghhHHHH~~~~~

Next time "YOU" go invite me too!

I sure go. haha~

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Why..?

Complicated...

How should I do?

Waiting?(hurt myself)

Forget?(difficult)
What's the answer god want?

Complicated..

Did I definitely forget him?

Maybe the answer is "YES".

I'm enjoy my life now. XD

"FEARLESS" PLATINUM EDITION

I wait for it so long time T_T

I want it!!!

I love her dressing different with usual.

Pretty!

Taylor Swift. I love you!!

Single Lady. Enjoy its great.

Single Lady..?
Yes,I am.
I found it was great!
No more anxious,distress,worries!!
It's away from me!

From now,
I have a lots of thing I want to do.
(give vent to forget him)
I want eat eat eat!
I want fat fat fat!
I want shop shop shop!
I want happy happy!
I want freedom!
I want enjoy my life!
Wish me success...! XD



I miss my Eeyore.. =(

Definitely Lose.

I had definitely lose..
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Your love just alike the cloud came and away from me so quickly.
Now, I can't get it anymore.
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Since before till now, I'm still remember your promises and swear.
I'm still keep those message and picture.
Because of your promises and swear let I had felt I'm the most blissful and happiest that you gave me.
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I had finding the best way to decrease my love and forget you,
but I can't get the answer..?
Although I got the answer,it's just temporary.
Just time can prove love.
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I LOVE YOU.

Jump Then Fall (by Taylor Swift)

I like the way you sound in the morning,
we're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus,
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall


well I like the way your hair falls in your face
you got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,
honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted

I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me


baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall


the bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,
I'll catch you
the time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
but I'll hold you through the night until you smile

whoa oh I need you baby
don't be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me


baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna through it all so jump then fall

jump then fall baby
jump then fall into me, into me

every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine
and every time you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
you can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me

yeah

Impossible..?

Well, I thought that's impossible.
But now the truth told me that,"nothing is impossible!"
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Today morning I went church.
The rest time in home..
My parents is watching 2012 at cinema now.
Waiting them for my supper! Haha~
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PS: Kanaga,wish you trip favorable.Dont afraid custom! haha

Typically day..

Thanks God.

Today's exam was quite easily.

After exam,I chit chat with Teacher Dora.

And the point she commend me that...

:"Your facial feautures is pretty."

WOW! After I heard it, felt complacent.

haha.. XD~

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Night I was with my mom and sister fetch my dad from airport.

I was required him buy a Eeyore from Hk.

But I request that didn't have..

At least he didnt let me dissapointed.

The left small one he bought.. It's same with mine..! = =

The small one can follow me go anywhere! Haha~

It was a nice day =)

Today, I'm happy.
Maybe because of the one who in my heart.. =)
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These few days I can't have a nice sleep.
Because of my mind.
Wish that tonight will have a nice sleep~
Now,I chosen to be confidence on you.
I had to remind myself..
It's hard to me.
But, I need to do that! That's a good way for both of us.
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Today afternoon,
Aunties came my house for cooking demo.
And suddenly I saw han han came my house..
Both of us surprised. Cause before that we didn't know.. @@
By the way, we learned a lots from baked cheese cake.
Well,I'm not really love BAKED cheese cake.. = =
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Night,
I went to cinema watch "2012" with my dear key key and my sister..
It was a nice movie! So excited and touched with the relation of their family..
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Tomorrow I have to sitting for my Cambridge writing & listening exam.
May God bless me ! =)

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Sometimes confused whats wrong with us.
After that I always get the same answer.
I'm tried to be more confidence,but I failed. Why?

T_T My phone...

My phone's screen was crashed just now.. T_T

So..Calling or messaging might not be answer or reply..

Upset..Upset..Upset..

Hope that tomorrow my mom is free bring me for repair it.

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Today..I woke up early at 7am.

I woke because of nightmare..

Had a nightmare might because I'm too miss him....

But it's not good feeling had a nightmare..

But I cant control it also = =

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Morning and afternoon I followed my mom..

I bought a singlet with dress just now..

I love it! XD

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Night, I went to tuition English at Cambridge.

Teacher Dora said my English improved. Happy~^^

I'll sitting for exam again on Saturday..

By the way, wish me success.. =)

Beginning.. =)

Beginning of my blog.. XD
because of I'm bored and will be friend with "alone"
My dad don't let me out because of my result..
And maybe because I went to 18 last time without his permission..
Upset.......But nothing can do also..
This holiday I'm planning what I have to do..
Maybe I'll go gym for "jogging machine" = =
I have a big tummy now..
So now I need to control my diet WELL!
Sometimes,when I'm hyper happy or upset, I'll eat too much..
So that's why I'll get stomach ache..
Now I had say last goodbye to stomach ache and unhealthy diet..
Wish me good luck .. XD